What to do.

My previous entry about about fate bringing us together and at the same time can also tear us apart. Its now tearing people I love apart.

I was in a shock of my life when you called me last night.
You were almost in tears, I can hear it. I can sense the desperation of needing someone by your side. I know it and I know you. Even though you are always the pillar of strength for me, its now my turn to be strong for you.

I didnt know what to do.
I didnt want it to happen but I cant do anything to stop it.
Whats going on with her mind?
How did it turns out like that?
My heart aches so much I cant sleep.
I hope to be there for you. I wished I'm there.
Buy a tix back anytime. Here or Texas.
Ting and me will be here, always.
Please be well and wait for me. I'll be there in 2 months. It's still a pretty long time for you, I know whats its like. I know how hard it is. Its not some comforting words that I've written. I understand totally what you're going through. All these years, we've been through so much together, I know how hard it is for you, like you know how hard it was for me years ago. If its that painful, then let go. The pain will not go away so soon, but slowly it will.